I know you like to worry it'll be better if you don't cause . .

Happiness is not a constant. As much as you want to remind happy, there's always something that comes around and knocks you down -- & then you're no longer happy. Its like [l i f e] has to give you a slap in the face at times just to remind you that you dont live in a fairytale and that you are indeed apart of reality ; along with the rest of your peers.

I also find it hard to stay happy when your whole life is basically flashing right before your eyes. And while your digging in the couch and looking behind your bed for that pause button that you know has to be somewhere, that lil thing called 'your life' is going on about its way and occasionally tapping you on the shoulder to let you know that you need to keep up and pay attention. . Because before you know it ; those times when you should of paid attention and enjoyed it the most, will be long gone. Minus the replay button.

So as I begin to distance myself from everyone and everything around me, it hasnt made life pause for a second to enjoy the time i have left. Instead it makes me feel like a fool in the end when I realize how much time I've wasted saying how much I dont want to leave, when I could be spending that time studying for these upcoming exams. I just feel like while everyone else is ready to go home, I'm not. I think back on all the things I left undone and never had a chance to experience as a college freshman and I dont think that next year will be the same.

I thought that this first year would help me learn more about what I want to do with my life but I feel as if I'm still in the same spot. Taking pointless classes and just hoping to pass so I can move on to the next level of pointless classes and it just feels likes an endless cycle.

All I'm saying is, it too much to ask for just to be happy? Thats a simple question right? Or do I just need to realize that reality is what I'm stuck in and there no going back to the simpler times. I know I need some growing up to do to help me realize this. But until then, I'm just waiting on that answer. . .

&& I will see you soon. . . ♥

Get Obsessed . .

SO.. I went to see the new Beyonce & Idris Elba Movie andd I fell in love with my boo even more :) He is such a cutie but I was very disappointed in my girl B. It's just something about her acting skills that I'm really not feeling. So I suggest if you're going to go see the movie just for her, dont because you're gonna be in for a big surprise. I feel like they played the movie up to make like she was the lead in the movie and the best part and really the crazy girl did a better acting job then her. Yeah i said it. But other then that, I really enjoyed the movie. The 'obsessed' girl is really as crazy as she seems in the previews. So I would say go see the movie before the weekends over. . now back to my boo..mmm :)

♥

Kinda Late ; But oh well.

Shit goes hard.

Thinking of You. .Part 1;

Cool breeze of the summer nights.
Driving around; windows down; slow calming music playing on my stereo..
I like that. .
Just as much as I like you. . .





♥ [ ♥ ] ♥

Keri Hilson--Next Big Thing? Heck Yes !

--I was first introduced to Keri Hilson awhile back when I noticed a new face in Timblind's video. I cant remember what it was called but I'm sure you know what I'm talking bout. Then she reappeared on 106 & Park as a 'New Joint' for her song "Energy". I liked her song and found it very catchy.And then after that I hated her with a passion when she appeared in my [ex] husband Chris Brown's video where she played his love interest in 'Superhuman' , which i aint gonna lie (now) is one of my favorite songs. She has also appeared in Usher's 'Love in This Club' video and Ne-Yo's 'Miss Independent' video as well.

Miss Hilson is a Georgia native and has written songs for artists such as Brittney Spears, Ciara, Usher, and Ludacris.She has recently released her LONG awaited solo album 'In a Perfect World' which sold 94k is the first week. Personally I think her ablum should have sold more than that. I currently have her ablum playing on imeem.com as I type this to you. && I must say this chick is next big thing.
I admire this girls swag so much its crazy. I just love her sence of style and her hair be on point you gotta give it to her on that lol. She just seems to me that she carries her own, and that she is going to make it to the top whether you with her or not.
I really think that she has the potential to hold the type of status that Beyonce has at the moment. Yes I said it. And B is my girl but i really believe that Keri Hilson could do it. All im saying is, watch out for this girl. She really is the next big thing. But I'm gonna post one of my many favorite songs from her current album and I advise you to check it out or go to the store and cop this. You really want be disappointed. . .

Slow Dance - Keri Hilson

Allow Me to [Reintroduce] Myself .

Before I get started and get into the whole blogging thing, I just thought I would introduce myself if you dont already know. . .

Jasmine Briana;; 18 years young. Student at UNC Charlotte. From a small town; which most have never heard of, Mocksville, NC, & which I refer as 'the Ville'. I major in Communications and hope to pursue Public Relations after graduating from college.

Now for a look on the inside.

Family is a major part in my life. I love my family to death and the people that I am the closest with are family members. You hurt my fam and its a rap. I've lost some people in my family that were very close to me and most likely you will never hear me talk about it; unless we're really close. My mother passed away when I was younger and my grandmother who basically became my mother passed away when I was 10. These woman inspire me to become a wonderful strong woman like they were; today.

Music is more important to me then anyone will ever now. It has gotten me through times when I thought their would be no way out. Its my escape.

Fashion. I think that I got my sense of fashion from my grandmother lol. You always can catch me in the mall and if I had the money I would want a Forever 21 to go in my house. Crazy I know. Like music, its also my escape.I dont know. It's just something about a new pair of shoes and a cute outfit. . it can work wonders for your self esteem i tell ya..

and last but not least GOD. I might not be the most spiritual person in the world, but I do believe that nothing is possible without HIM. One day I want to be more spiritual and read the bible more but when the time is right. . i just need to feel it first. .

Now that you've learned a few things about me ; I guess it's time to let you into the things that run through my mind ; it will be nothing like what you expected. . Enjoy.♥